Childhood Dream and I

When I got a flashback I started to laugh and laugh ... hahaha, it's too ashamed 'till I couldn't say it to you. Well, it's just a dirty little secret about my childhood. You know, as time flew, now I'm an elementary school girl who had a vacation and preparing to go to Junior High School (about this ... arrghh, I can't find cool school for me ... got suggestions ?). But after I got a flashback about me, I just laugh and laugh imagine how silly I am when I was started to go to school.

Was, I live in Jakarta and now I lived in Makassar but after I enter to Junior High School, my parents were move to Jakarta ! Yay ! So am I and my two brothers. Back to the story ! My mom took me to playgroup and I started to known each other. I got a lot friends there and one of my best friend named Jasmine. She's darn beautiful ! She's perfect ! Waaw ! But she's nice ! She kinda remind me of Princess Jasmine but they're really different. Long story short, I put some jealousy junkie in Jasmine ... because we're like Beauty and The Beast ! I was a pathetic kid, with oversize playgroup uniform and short hair (ugh, I hate if I have to remember this moment !).

After I took a look at all my friends in playgroup (and kindergarten) I was so jealous ! All of them were pretty in their own way ! And I always be the nerd one because ... (I won't tell you the reason why !). I'm feeling not confident for almost half year until I met Melly ! Oh, you gonna love her because she's real nice to me and she always defended me for anything else she's think it isn't right. Ooh, so sorry I have to say bye-bye to her because I got to move to Makassar and yay ! I found her Facebook. Okay now ... as I tell you, kids just love princess and pink and sugar and spice and everything nice (I mean Powerpuff Girls).

I first watch Rapunzel. She's a pretty women with a super long hair (even much longer than her body) and I really love her. Besides that, she love to paint a picture ! So do I, but the different is, her picture's real cool and mine ? Pathetic and obnoxious. Well let's just skip that. And I always dying to had a HAIR like HERS ! Because my obsession with that hair, I use fabric as my hair and play lonely in my granny's room ... (just that the safest room or my brother will peek inside and laugh about how silly I was look)

Second, I fell in love with Cinderella. And after that, my mom just so happy ! I wipe all the dirty floor path and wash all clothes in the washing machine (just rubbed it all around). Hehehe, just like Cinderella right ? Silly !

Well, that's the end of my flashback. Hope you read it carefully ! Because, you'll taste funny and silly ... and ...